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[29 Dec 2005|12:37pm] |
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Things are good. New Year's is almost here. This year flew by..thank God. Lots of good memories over the year but too many sad ones. A new year..a fresh start. Whatever...bye.
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| I'm relieved/sad that I won't have to see you every day.. |
[03 Nov 2005|09:10am] |
Last night Charles and Tristan picked me up and we met Rach at the Burrito Gallery. Art walked for a bit then Rach and I met up with Dan at Fuel to watch Copeland. Lots of little kiddies there but it was fun. Played Wordster and Trivia Whiz..saw Jensen and talked to some dood named Funny Pants?? He was cool...straight edge for 2 years now..I think he said. That's amazing. I don't think I could do it..which is pretty sad. Dan and I went to Waffle house then back to the house and I crashed.
Oh yea..while on the Art Walk I received a call from Lending Tree...they offered me a job. Woo! How exciting..another lame job in Corporate America. Last day at ABN is the 17th. I start on a Friday?? Odd..
Dinner tonight with Charles after class. He said it's a surprise...Taco Bell maybe? I'm hoping..
au revoir!
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| Why do they have to look so good together? |
[01 Nov 2005|08:09am] |
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Last night was retarded. Went to thee imperial and sucked at having fun. Had noooo energy. Danced really bad to one song and left. Thanks to Jensen for not playing my song again. I forgive you because you called to apologize. Next time..I'll answer and we'll have really awesome phone sex. Stop vomiting..
As I was driving away from work yesterday I noticed my left rear tire was flat. My lovely xfncw (x-fiancee now co-worker...duh) came to my rescue. Changing a tire looks pretty simple...but let's face it..i'm a girl and it just doesn't seem right.
My boobs are shrinking. Thank God. They were gigantic. Cleavage is gross. That's why I take lots of pictures of my friends cleavage and store it on the side of my bed for easy access..
I have an interview tomorrow. Hope it goes smooothly and doesn't consist of any questions containing words like.."strength" followed by "weakness".
Dinner with Charles between classes on Thursday. He wants to marry my ASS. what?
Farewell.
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| Spooktacular savings! |
[31 Oct 2005|01:02pm] |
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Someone stole our keg. Give it back fuckers! People are dumb. Well..some people are dumb.
Oh well, I thought the night was a success. I had loooooooads of fun.
Bowling tonight? Maybe...I have another stupid essay to write. I have to critique something..anything. I chose to compare Fright Night I to Fright Night II. Psh...easy "A".
Happy Halloween Kiddies!
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| The present perfect tense and polynomials |
[19 Oct 2005|09:53am] |
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Check out the Folio for this week. Someone posted an "I Saw You" about me. Dreams really do come true...whatever.
Went to the Cummer yesterday after class. Waited for 35 minutes for Rachel. We made out with some statues and talked about our future marriage(none of this really happened) in the enchanting gardens next to the big fat lady.. I mean the lady with the big fat dress. Practiced our cartwheels in the kiddie/psychedelic room. Rach made me a flower bouquet collage. It's now framed and mounted above a fireplace that doesn't exist. I ated a gigantic cheese quesadilla from Qdoba then we skippeded to starbucks for a chai tea latte. Left earlier then later because I thought I was going to vomit..on my face, I mean your face. Whose?
I'm soooo sick of being sick. It's constant.. I'm always tired and always nauseous. Hope I can make it to Dan's birthday at Mossfire. He'll kick my ass.
I need to buy a bike. Anyone?
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| Vomit |
[11 Oct 2005|08:40am] |
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I'm sick. I feel like shit. I threw up in my mouth this morning while driving to work. I swallowed it and maaaaaan was that fun.
I need a new job.
Need to write that stupid essay. Rough draft due today.
Met some douche bag who works as a manager at some stupid company. He said he needs an assistant and the salary would be 38k. I don't believe it although I did Satuday night. Gave him my number...oops. At one point he told me he sometimes hires woman based on their physcial appearance...unfortunately this was after I gave him my number. Stupid shit.
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| I does it to your momma.. |
[03 Oct 2005|11:07am] |
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So...Amber, Rach and I picked up Jensen and rode to Gainesville on Sunday afternoon. Attempted to follow Dan and Travis but they're stupid. So we went the "ridiculous" way, per Dan. Too bad the "ridiculous" way led us to Waldo with ...what...is that Dan's truck 2 cars in front of us? I think so... Met up with JOhn Arvin, Nikki and Chad. Ate at Tops..went to Minus the Bear. I sat outside for 20 minutes b/c I forgot my ID..and it's 18 and up...and apparently I look like i'm 9. Sweet. Travis got me in and now I owe him my life. Rach and I were thinking of a way I could repay him and...I is gonna to do it to myself and let 'em watch. Sorry if I made anyone vomit just now. I'm gross. Yae!
Jared Leto's band sucks my ass!
I'm really really really tired.
Like, i'm like freaking out right now.. What?
I'm out!
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| All tired scream safe haven, let's get this out and on the table... |
[16 Sep 2005|08:25am] |
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So glad the fucking weekend is here.
Fear and Loathing is playing at the San Marco theatre. I think we should all go, yes?
Last Saturday was the most fun i've had in quite a while. Anyone who missed Rachel's prom is a loser besides AJ because he was sick. Saw myself on video and damn...if I act like that again someone should shoot me in the leg.
Got a sweet grade on my descriptive essay.
So last night we decided to stay in and Amber didn't want anyone over. I think she's bleeding...out of her vagina. We watched The Door in the Floor, drank some wine and ate an Amy's pizza.
Martinis tonight with Kel. Mossfire has happy hour until 7pm. Isn't it grand?
Apparently, I suck at life!
Eat shit.
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| What does the BAG OF DESTINY hold for me? |
[29 Aug 2005|08:10am] |
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Good weekend. For the most part. Friday night amber, rachel, ralph, amie, percy and i went to the art show. Left to go drink at the house with everyone. Saturday watched Sin City with Ralph. It was pretty amazing. That night some of us went to Mossfire and I drank 2 martinis before Tony and his new girlfriend walked in. Uncomfortable? Yes. Needless to say, I left shortly after that. Went to Fuel..drank some beer, played some pool. Went back to the house. Talked about playing Scrabble but I ended up passing out. Exhausted like always. Sunday went to breakfast with amber, tracy and brent @ Metro Diner. Tried on clothes at Time Warp w/ rachel, amber, tracy and tonya for the mock prom. Found some cute things....may go back and purchase something later this week. Tried on more dresses at OP mall...everything sucked. Amber got a dress. Later that night Dan came over and we played Scrabble. He won. I hate him. All I needed were a couple of E's. Damnit! Amber tried cheating the whole time by checking the dictionary before putting a word down. She's dead now...Dan takes Scrabble very seriously. Rachel...thanks for stopping by last night...liar. I love you anyway.
My sister in law should be going into labor any day now. I was the "daddy stand-in" but now my brother is back from out of town. I'm glad b/c he should be there when his baby is born but it would've been neat to play dad during the delivery.
School starts tomorrow. Need to go buy books after work today.
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| Is this more than you bargained for yet? |
[15 Jul 2005|08:20am] |
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I love Bloc Party...a lot! Rachel I feel like I never see you. I don't know if I can handle this any longer. I'm freaking out.
You'll find it hiding in shadows You'll find it hiding in cupboards It will walk you home safe every night It will help you remember
If that's way it is Then that's the way it is
I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes What could I ever run to Just tell me it's tearing you apart Just tell me you cannot sleep
And you didn't even notice When the sky turned blue And you couldn't tell the difference Between me and you And I nearly didn't notice The gentlest feeling
You are the bluest light
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| I feel like shit today. Awesome. |
[12 Jul 2005|01:56pm] |
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the neck of "just friends" We're the kids who feel like dead ends And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close At trust and love and hope And the poets are just kids who didn't make it Who never had it at all
And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputations on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead From comparing myself to everyone else around me
Please put the doctor on the phone because I'm not making and sense
Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart We never seemed so far I'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough But we never had it at all
And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputations on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead From comparing myself to everyone else around me
to everyone else around me everyone else around me everyone else around me
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| You'll be my best kept secret & my biggest mistake. |
[11 Jul 2005|12:53pm] |
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So Tracy's birthday is soon and we're taking her horse back riding on the beach! Yea! Oh..thats a SECRET so don't tell her. She doesn't have live journal or even know about it so I think i'm straight to post it.
Chris is back with Val so I get the sunroom now. I bet Amber will miss me sleeping in her bed. =(
Rachel, Amber and I went shopping yesterday. We all spent a SHIT load of money. Oh well. Everyone needs an outlet and shopping is ONE of mine.
I'm sick of this shitty ass weather. I have the whitest legs in the world. Seriously..I do.
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| Friends Only! |
[08 Jul 2005|02:38pm] |
Not like anyone really reads my entries but I'm going to start making a few necessary ones "friends only". Word? Fuck off. I mean I love you. Bye.
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[01 Jun 2005|09:43am] |
NC was fun..kind of boring at times but still fun. Good to see my dad and stepmom. I miss them.
Got home in time to see Bob Dylan and Willie Nelson. Good times! Drank too much. It was a good night.
Tony and I have been thinking about eloping somewhere fun and tropical then coming home and celebrating w/friends and family. I told my mom last night and she didn't freak out like I thought she would. She said we should do whatever makes us happy. That blew my mind.
I feel weird today. Awkward and uncomfortable.
*ANBERLIN IS PLAYING AT JACKRABITTS TOMORROW! be there or be stupid!
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| I'm just average, common too. I'm just like him, the same as you. |
[23 May 2005|12:29pm] |
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My mom and I went to look for wedding dresses yesterday. I wasn't expecting to find the perfect dress..but I did. It's amazing.
The rest of the weekend was okay.Next weekend I'll be in NC. I can't wait. I need a break from Jacksonville.
Peace and I'm out!
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| Imagine That |
[17 May 2005|08:41am] |
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i got my hair cut and i hate my bangs. rach..will you fix them, please?!?! they're fucking driving me crazy. i can't handle it.
i'm getting a raise soon...so they say. bitches.
my niece turned 3 yesterday. she's gorgeous...b/c she looks like me. just kidding. no really, i'm serious she does.
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[10 May 2005|09:55am] |
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i'm really tired..i shouldn't have gone out...
i don't know why i ever dance in public. i flail around like a retard. i am retarded so it makes sense.
my boyfriend is finally not mad at me. he hated me for 2 1/2 days. i was mean..now i'm not. so he loves me again. sweet.
i want to go to sleep under my desk..i think it's possible.
out!
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